Life is so lame.

I was finished here before the gun even sounded
starting the race that would end so many lives
founded
by the losers and the suckers of yesteryear
but now you and I lost the fear
we've become the tip of the spear


I want my words
to spur a sense of emotion
and origanilty
that can only come from a god of sorts
the likes of that handsome devil
that perfect hair
but god decided to play a joke on me.
it wasn't my time and it wasn't my place.
I am your proof
i am proof
i am living proof
that you never existed.



Save
You will not get into my head that way
and don't think those pictures will fool me anymore
this slave
has lost his appeal
and i dont believe that genetics made such a glamourous mistake.


These hands will write your sins
and damn you to the future you deserve
your destiny in front of millions
your fate at the edge of the stage.
its always so bright.



I shout towards the heavenly sky!
but my shouts are drowned out
by the flames in the night
falling into orbit
the feeling of the tariffs
those rounds can only do so much
this night can only protect you for so long.

Rocket, Rocket USA

You Already Know What Time It Is (Why You Comin' Back Red Ryder)

how I wish you'd scream oh how I wish you'd howl.

And once again the same needle persits
but you already know what time it is
and you still ask
have i made it
have i made it
will i make it clear enough for you?

then prey on god at night
just like I do
and if you reach him
No, you can't catch him
when he tricks you
and lets you in
let him know that fear can't sleep
but not because it wouldn't like to.

There aren't too many wars you've got left to fight
and i'm sure you'll always cry on the frontlines
after this night will you still work the same
of course not, otherwise I'm just as weak as you are
So listen you fucker
enjoy your hideousness more
it's all you've really got to go on.
so save it
save it
save it

If the fattie ever wises up
just leave her
don't belive her
how could she love you
how could anyone.

and if you make it back to New Orleans
leave him
leave him
because he hates you
and you'll never be the same
It's written all over his face
he such a strong distaste for all the things you crave in this modern life

I can make you talk
I can make you shake
666 chambers
decide your fate

On this day
you were unlucky enough to stop here
but this day will decide your destiny
so thank me


I really hate to be the one to do this
but i'm letting you live.

and this is where the wildthings run into trouble.



Your commitment to this game really suprises me
i've never seen youcare so much before
Wait, have I?
asking for questions that you already know
the answer was never hard to follow


your a scared little bitch and i can't think of the proper words that i can use to describe you, probably because you're such an archetypical character
that what ever i'd like to say about you has already been said far too many times
if you had a choice i'm sure that you would have us factionilized but in the end you're one of those people
a liberator who'd actually like to be a dictator.


There's knife in the throat
I think you really overlooked how bad it is
looks like you've gone limp
in that coat.


If genius steals, apparantly i'm Daniel Ocean because i hate you and god and theres no middle man so fuck all conciousness.
mayhaps this bullshit will balance out but if the stars have told me anything it's "Don't listen, we're fucking liars"


That same desperation still lingers after all these years
It's that old familiarity and fuck your tears
I mean it
I mean it


maybe after all this we can finally generate some good thoughts
that positive vibe was really worn out decades ago.
but lets save it.


is that still the way you talk
have you made it?
have you made it?
will you make it?

Get out of my mouth
I won't have it.
those ways your fingers curl around every word i ever said
you just can't seem to let it go
how sad
is that the point though?

theres a pulse in everythought throughout history but is that still the point you wanna stress
will you move on?
well, how could you move on?



light
transition
forgotten wars that all smell the same


I was finished here before the gun even sounded
starting the race that would end so many lives
founded
by the losers and the suckers of yesteryear
but now you and I lost the fear
we've become the tip of the spear

Sick Down To My Heart

It's amazing that everyone will collectively gather the same thought and ask me how one person who I couldn't possibly know anything about now, is doing.
G-d always just sorta rubs thing in unintentionally.

That's just the way it goes.

I've fallen in love with Morrissey all over again, In anticipation for his new album I downloaded his best reviewed old one, The beauitufl Vauxhall And I, andomgggggggggg


Just listen to Why don't You Find Out For Yourself.


I think Lonliness is cyclical.
Sometimes I feel like I could conquor the world alone, and other times, like now, I just want to be held.
I haven't been around here for some time.
I just haven't felt the need to write about anything, but a lot has happened.
Just not around these parts.

Is this natural? If it is I'm afraid.

Welly welly welly welly well.

It's a new year.
It started off well, and if begining's tell you anything about endings, then this one should be chaotic.
but I'm ready.





I'm so not ready.

A tough kid who sometimes swallows nails

omg im ok!


Morrissey is singing just for me
I know it.
its really awkward and stalkerish but I love that man
in me.
Id love it if he was in me
in every gay way possible.


Well
I'm cute now
so i'm happy.

Hey

I'm ok now.
bye.