Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Sheila Take A Bow

Is it wrong to want to live on your own?




I've decided to never date again.
I dunno about celibacy yet.
Thats sorta pushin it for me.
However, I was thinking, like I do oh so well
and I came to the conclusion that I've done nothing but settle.
For instance;
I dated someone for two years(oh I wonder who) because the person that I loved at the time told me to and that she didn't want to date me, and I thought
"Well, this'll just be a little fling, and then I can get back on track."
It wasn't till recently that I collected all the pieces of myself from life's gutter and swept the bits of my seemingly splatter-prone brain to the shoulder after that big...let's see here, how many words in the dictionary sum up what happened...
debacle?
Crash?
Hiroshima?
oooh thats nice...

anyways
All I was doing was setteling.
the person I wanted to be with didn't wanna be with me so I decided to settle.
Thats all i've ever done.
I'm never doing that again.

On top of that it isn't like i've been having a blasty-blast, bouncing from girl to girl, i've been alone for a couple months now
so whats another 20 years.

In other news, California fucking sucks for eliminating basic human rights, Barack is prez(Called it back in 2004!) and my play opens in like....2 days.
Haha!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

OH OH OH!
send me info on the play!
PLEASE!
and then buy me a hundred tickets.
to opening night.
and i'll bounce around the seats.
on a pogo stick.
shouting, "AL! AL! AL! AL! AL!"
in german.

i think i was on the verge of settling once (*cough*ostrichlegs*cough*), but i realized the error of my ways.
i think being celibate is a silly move.
i wouldn't approve of it, and i'm a prude.
i think you need sex to continue, because you are a super sexual person.
as long as it isn't oodles and oodles of crazy meaningless sex sex, then it's all good.
we all need a little nookie.

yeah, i think things are looking up on my personal development.
life is all kinds of fucking boring, but i am growing as a person.
so we're all good.

i miss you.
you never called.
my nipples have surpassed aching and are now bleeding for you.
do you know how hard it is to get a super size tampax INTO YOU NIPPLE?
shit.

seriously, with the hanging this weekend.
oh, and please send me the address of your store.
i am going to come by one day.
dammit.